The Whispering Walls

These whispering walls,

They tell a story,

Will you listen,

To all of their glory?

Once upon a time, I would wake, always far too late, to walk out the door for work and never quite feel that I had ever slept a wink. But life dominated by a château has woken me up! Now, I am up and out the door just as dawn appears over the mountain summit. Dense cloud blankets the valley, like layers and layers of white waiting to be unveiled by the warmth of first light. Bird life fills the crisp, cool air with melody. 

Layered with thermals, gloves and camera, I head to the château gates, and stare for a few seconds as I take it all in -  a land of make-believe, a world of fantasy and fairytale. The sound of black crows echoing from far in the valley, and black horses making their way across the terrace make me think of past kingdoms, both fact and fiction.

I prepare myself for the solid, heavy, and nearly impassible gates. Turning the padlock key, I can't help but pause and think about how many others have done this before me, and as I heave open the gates - how many have passed through?

Back in the château's heyday, the original owner, the Marquis of Gudanes, Louis Gaspard de Sales (aptly named King of the Pyrénées) put on quite a show at the front gates. Invitees from far and wide, okay I can drop some name's here, Voltaire, Diderot and Rosseau to name a few, were presented with a spectacle. Footman lined the avenue from the gates to the front of the château with fire lit torches as horse drawn carriages hoofed it by.

As I walk the same route, I can faintly see the path which once existed.

Last week we had the pleasure of a visit from the Chief Architect of the Monuments Historic from Paris. In fact, it was more of a history lesson than an inspection of the work to date. He explained the history before the construction of the current chateau - how the site dates back the 12th century, and its purpose as a fort during the religious wars. It was destroyed by fire in the 1500s. I found some old black stones in the château months ago and have kept them in a cupboard, curious!  

When we bought the château last year we were led to believe that the back section was of little interest. Now, we have realised it truly is the diamond in the rough! The Paris architect explained that the painted ceilings date to the 1600s, and that the recently discovered frescoes depict the history of the region.  Layers of plaster on the walls need to be carefully lifted to reveal the painted works that hide behind.

The delicate, colourful walls have slowly revealed themselves to us; whether by chance or by choice, who knows!

The region, the site, the château, has a way of weaving you to think and feel differently, and to hear the sounds of the gentle whispering walls. 

Poem extract: Maria Lattice

Mother's Day: Chateau Flowers And Photos

Growing up, Mother's day was always celebrated with the same anticipated routine:  a strong cup of tea, vegemite with toast, a rose handpicked from our backyard garden, all presented on a tray to our awakening mum. Later that morning we would pick more flowers together and carefully arrange small bunches. Wrapping the stems in silver foil and placing them into a plastic bucket was the final preparation for our annual pilgrimage to the local cemetery. We would spend hours, searching for graves of close and distant relatives, perhaps eagerly awaiting our arrival on this special day! It wasn't unusual to pack the thermos, a polony sandwich and deck chair to sit and chat about cupboard skeletons. 

My mum died from Alzheimer's disease some years ago. But even up to her passing, I would pick her up from the nearby nursing home, ease her into the front seat of the car, kids in the backseat, tightly holding buckets of flowers and water, dogs jumping over everyone, and begin our day together. 

And so today, I have made the annual pilgrimage, not just to the cemetery, but back home to be with my family and share this special day together. It was a long trip home, but family, traditions and memories are just too important. 

As it turns out, my dear mum, created a tradition that I've never let go. 

 Happy Mother's Day from Chateau de Gudanes

Treading Lightly At Chateau de Gudanes (CdG)

You may be wondering about the title. Do you mind if we abbreviate Chateau de Gudanes to CdG, just for this post?  Two years still fumbling and bumbling with the d’s and the g’s is somewhat embarrassing...

But moving on, the time has arrived to share our vision for CdG- an appetite wetter, for setting the stage, as to where we are headed.

At the moment the consolidation (first) phase is in progress, and will finish June this year. We were hoping to move onto the next phase and, basically, hurry the whole thing along. Head down tail up! Allons allons allons! But now, with a change of heart, our outlook has turned and twisted in a new direction. Rather than a private residence/ rental, we are now focusing on CdG becoming a public venue, to be shared with all.

We want to open wide the doors, for you to see CdG in its raw state (before we move onto our next phase). Not as a museum piece, but as it stands now with its “wabi-sabi”; beauty that is imperfect, impermanent and incomplete. We want to accept its patina and wear, like an old, favourite, worn and frayed, cashmere sweater that you can’t bear to part with. 

 But still safe and secure to wander through, explore, touch and feel the past.

We look forward to you visiting CdG one day, and sharing your thoughts, and ideas, for its future design and use. If this is not possible for you, don’t worry, we will continue to keep you-up-to date with photos and stories online, and soon there will be a comments page on the website.

Now going flat out to:

Clean up the front terrace and restore the front façade.

Install bathroom facilities. At the moment, the CdG is uninhabitable. With no permanent electricity, plumbing or water, the local village public toilet is getting hammered!

 Simply sharing some bathroom ideas:

 And setup a popup café for 2015 - you just can’t look at any ‘point of interest’ without a pit stop. Sometimes you have to sit, stop for a moment, enjoy a drink (I am going to say this: a shameless coffee in a BIG mug overflowing with milk and froth!), take it all in and breathe.

Dreaming of a cafe like this in one of the front salons (This photo is from an exhibition held at the Petit Trianon in Versailles).

After contemplating and catching our breath, the next phase will focus on further utilizing the chateau for commercial activities such as permanent café, weddings, conferences, photo shoots and accommodation. This is planned, all being well, for summer 2016.

Naturally this phase requires planning approval and, just to keep you up to speed, last week the dossier was submitted  to the local council and the Monuments Historic. Once approved, we look forward to sharing the chateau plans. Plus, the Chamber of Commerce from Toulouse and Foix took a tour through CdG- and offered some government grant assistance, given CdG is a listed monument. Meanwhile, the fluid engineers are expending a great deal of time trying to solve the all important, ideal energy source , needed to heat and power up CdG. Being energy efficient and environmentally sustainable, geothermic heating is our preferred option.

The restoration and the future design is all to do with ‘treading lightly’.  It’s our philosophy for CdG.  This isn’t a fast-food setup, but rather a gentle process. The history of the chateau, and the beauty of the region, deserves respect and a certain stillness.

Over the past year, we have “grown up”, and are now taking responsibility in forging the way towards the future of CdG. The future has to be sustainable in every respect. It is our priority to not only care and preserve CdG, and the environment, but to do this in a way in which our story will be remembered as gracious and softhearted.

Joyeuses Pâques, Happy Easter,

Chateau de Gudanes 

On This Adventure Together

If ever there were written words, that made the most sense of this whole adventure, then these would be it - 

"It's impossible," said pride.

"Its risky," said experience.

"Its pointless," said reason.

 "Give it a try," whispered the heart.

(author unknown)

My dear friend sent me this, and it felt just like the perfect fit to explain why we ended up with a derelict, abandoned chateau in the south of France. Naturally, impossible at times, with sleepless nights and scary moments...

 ...risky business for sure (somehow we missed the movie 'Money Pit'), and completely illogical. But in 2011, we drove into a petit village, the GPS gently guiding us to our destination, and all of a sudden we looked up and couldn't believe our eyes. The chateau had found us!  We drove to the front gates and remember thinking,  "Is this for real?"

 And just like that, the idea of a small, rustic, renovated, rural farmhouse that we originally set out to buy, flew out the window, along with 'impossible', 'experience' and 'reason', into a land faraway.

wo years, and reels of red tape later, we took ownership. And despite delays, stumbles and fumbles, it has never felt pointless - the joy is immeasurable. 

I am sure you feel it too; with your words of encouragement, interest, and genuine thanks for mending this historical chateau.

"It has a heart, a soul and a presence even in its current state. This is a dream that has reached out and moved many many people"

"There is magic in the air"

"You are not on this journey alone"

"My greatest admiration for love of beauty against money...romance will never die with people of a great heart."

Clearly this isn't about logic and reason. It's about a whispering heart, wishful for us to give it a try.

Already beyond our wildest dreams - we are on this adventure together.

A bientot!

Chateau de Gudanes 

 Photos: Chateau de Gudanes and courtesy of Carla Loves Photography at http://carlacoulson.com

Spring

Spring germinated in the Ariege: just like that. The rain stopped, the sun woke up and it was a kiss goodbye to hibernation.  Everyday is a ray of sunshine and warmth. And these photos I took in the chateau cellar are proof. They look photoshopped-enhanced but are the real deal. I went exploring into the deep depths underground and found this wonderful prism of light emitting from the cellar window. 

And the whole region is suddenly a burst with blossom. Snow is still covering the mountain peaks providing ample opportunity for skiing. The past three weeks have been school holidays, and each of the three zones in France has a week, on rotation, to ski in the Pyrenees. So it has been flat out here. Every man, woman, child and dog! The local village has transformed from sleepy town status to hot spot. Every restaurant and cafe is'complet'. Can't even buy a baguette!

The consolidation of the chateau continues to progress. I have explored nearly every nook and cranny. And true to form, it has unveiled itself with more surprises and intricate detail. Painted beams and flooring, large open attic spaces, windows with wrought iron detail and decorative fireplaces are a delight to discover. 

The large hole in the ground is yet to be fully excavated and looking forward to sharing 'anything of interest' with you soon, a bientot!

Saint Valentin

I can't think of a better day, Valentines Day, to share some treasures found at the chateau.

Sometimes it's hard to spot these 'treasures' amongst the dirt and debris. But a love heart embedded into a marble fireplace and external iron gates embellished with rosebud pink flowers are everlasting reminders of the craftsmanship and love that went into their making, almost 300 years ago.